just really numb, get over one loss then have to deal with another. She was a great Aunt great singing voice and a contagious laugh. Ppa/d is really getting a lot of material lately been awhile since I felt I've taken steps forward just seems to be all sliding back.
We all have 'em. Just ppa, ppd and ocd can get really really dark sometimes. And we could all use a good chuckle.